Without PASSION, life is NOTHING.

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Just two quotes I found very thought-wrecking for my Project Management & Scheduling (PMS) module.

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Played around with numerous apps to produce this poster but I think it can be further improved// Still unable to find a perfect post-it picture so that I can play around with. Why? Why is my life so hard? Publicity is so difficult even tho I enjoy editing pictures and combining them into a masterpiece that conveys a message.

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My first attempt at creating a ‘Meme’ for GB CCA Fair:-)
Miss Wong found it really cool and that it’ll entice the younger generation so she said I can think of more to use this for the poster next year. Personally I find this picture really really unglam but it kinda suits the Meme:> My hair in that picture seems really straight as well; I wonder why.

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A bookmark that shows how set apart a GB girl is compared to being an ordinary girl.

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A picture of us graduates. Find this heartwarming since we all came back from all our walks of life (sounds old to use this) for one of the most important events in the GB calendar – Recruitment fair.

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Another picture of baby faith x 17 year old faith.

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Doing this post would cancel out one of my many things to do. There’s an OB UT2 tomorrow which I haven’t started revising for. Instead I’ve been blogging, editing pictures, tweeting and doing anything/everything else except revise for tomorrow’s paper. I can’t seem to find the motivation that I used to revise for Business Statistics and Financial Accounting:-(

I’m pretty nervous for tomorrow’s performance w Udi + Code Blue’s members. Yes, that’s the band name since the rest can’t be bothered to think of any. Why blue? It was the colour that we were wearing during soundcheck today. Well don’t get me started on how the soundcheck was. One word for it: HORRIBLE. Shan’t go on anymore or else this post will not even be up by the end of time. I feel that I’m not tight in terms of musicality w the others and I asked for comments from people listening to it and they said that it’s pretty good. I feel like my set is boring. I’m not trying to act humble and all but I seriously find it really boringz in terms of my variations and all. Just praying that tomorrow will go on well.

Things I have that is yet to be completed (and never will be):

  • Plan schedule for studies.
  • GB Schedule.
  • Recording for ‘Coffee and Cigarettes’
  • Audition video for the Final One (yes, chances of me joining is pretty high)
  • Email of notes to friends

Have I also mentioned that blowdrying my hair is one of the things that I really hate doing? I hate feeling hot right after I bathe because of the heat that is coming from the hairdryer!!! This sounds so bimbotic. Something that Hoi Luen would say. Hah.

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How I feel recently.

Reflective Recollections;

Okay, brace yourselves.

I don’t know. I probably woke up on the wrong side of the bed today, but I have been feeling like crap since I woke up. Easily annoyed and irritated by almost everything. On top of that, I really have been thinking everything through thoroughly. Or maybe not even thinking straight.

I just can’t seem to see the importance of it to you. And I don’t know what I did argh crap. It really would help if there was like an instruction manual or something, but no, life is life. I feel like I need isolation from everything. I hate how I always allow my feelings to take over everything I do, and then I actually think about it later. Feelings > Logic. Do I really put in so much effort that there isn’t room for anymore? I feel like I should stop trying sometimes, sometimes, I feel tired of always having…

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I’m not perfect.

Just a quick post to fill my thoughts since I don’t think anyone is willing to listen to them. Been crying too much and I think it’s time to stop. Up front I pretend that I’m all okay when deep down, I care too much about all these things and I hurt so bad. I get too frustrated and I don’t know what to do. Nothing seems to be working and even tho everyone says it’s me being sensitive; it’s precisely cuz I’m sensitive to such things I still feel that people haven’t fully forgiven me, people haven’t welcomed me back to be with them. I won’t go to a place that I feel unwelcomed. It’s so awkward and they might be giving each other ‘the looks’ or just simply counting down to the time when you disappear then everyone can finally breathe again. 

Sometimes I don’t know if being direct is coolz.  ‘Being direct is okay. But being too direct is not. Sometimes you need to learn to add some subtlety to the things you say.’ Something that Ryan told me made me think about it again. I feel that being direct in telling you that I don’t like you is way less cruel than pretending I like you and having you find out afterwards. 

It takes so long to build up relationship/trust but it only requires one mistake to break it all. I hate feeling that disappointment that people have in me; that feeling of relationships being torn apart. It’s just so sad how people don’t give you another chance when you make a mistake and that relationship is lost forever. 

All I can say is that I’ve tried to mend the relationships which have broken because of the mistakes that I might have made. I’ve made the effort but if it’s the choice of the other party, then I’ll respect it and move on.

I’m stronger than this. 

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